night embraces you in cloth of hidden shadows with sequin street lights pulsing through the growing fog sanctuary for nightmares moments unwanted making you conscious of death and unable to sleep
bits of information float by in morning thoughts disconnected from life events incomplete moments of a lifetime seen without perspective viscera specks fitting no where nor serving any purpose just fragments of joy and regret
with stones of doubt stuffed into a backpack the journey begins emotions on uneven footing at first there’s a willingness to step over shattered expectations then comes compromising on the path to be taken traveling in darkness instead of the light small clearings from chaos give a false sense of hope but soon brambles of hate and injustice narrow the aimless course days become nights nights become sadness sadness becomes an eternity
have to clear my head of these empty conversations for there will be no communion no breaking of bread together nor sipping of the sacred wine of enlightenment there will only be the bitter vinegar of lies thrust into the mouths of babes
did you know that blood on cold pavement exhales a mist as if a soul is departing the scene sears into the mind like acid unforgettable no matter how hard you try that body that soul lies before you on black pavement as you await the ambulance it’s in those moments that death becomes real altering the course of your thoughts on the permanency of anything