not that person anymore…

not that person anymore

wide-eyed optimist
carrying bible
from
one high school class
to
the next
reading the text
in
study hall
even
believing
that freedom
was
obtainable
along
with
unobstructed success
if one
only puts forth
honest hard efforts
but now
i’m
a self-defined survivor
all grown up
with
a greater sense
of
my own history
and
its stages
of
delusion
and
foolish trust
so now
i’m
drained
of
milk and honey
and
filled
with
the liquid steel
of
reality
and
truth
what about you

more than breaking bread…

more than breaking bread

the bird looks to its parents
crying out for survival
the human child cries also
seeking more than sustenance
sustenance feeds not the soul
human survival needs love

Six line English Sijo…thanks to dVerse for the introduction to the form.

smile be happy…

digital decoupage cwmartin 2012

gears
moving
so simply
lockstep
patterns
of existence
station
to
station
disembarking
on schedule
to carry out
the assigned
tasks
re-boarding
as required
as if
returning
a library book
but
this is to
home
or
some
facsimile
created
in
a delusional
state of mind
but
best you not
go there
with your thoughts
just
rewind
and
prepare
for
the new
day

run aground..

digital decoupage cwmartin

there shall be
no
resurrection
your way
of life
was
caught upon
the wings
of an albatross
headed
out beyond
tomorrow
long before
your eyes
were opened
to this day
look not
to the vast sea
for your fate
but rather
into the tide pools
amongst
the jagged rocks
where gulls
scavenge
for
survival

hawk chronicles #10…

copyright cwmartin 2011

though
i must
survive
on my own
i am not alone
i am not
alone
i have one
who
watches
over me
i am not alone
i am
not alone
when fears
race through
my head
and the ground
seems to swirl
as i take flight
i fear not
for
i am not alone
i
am not
alone
can you
survive
can you
face fear
can you
take flight
are you
alone

congratulations….

transparency international
would like to
congratulate
you
you
have been selected
at random
from thousands
to receive
an all expense paid vacation
to one of their
top ten countries
this trip will afford
you an opportunity
to live life as a local
experience the reasons
for all those heart warming stories
that you have only heard about
on the evening news
for example
watch a new-born infant
vainly fight for survival
then
wade through governmental muck
attempting to bribe a government official
to regain your passport
experience the thrill of the hunt
by being the hunted
run wild to foreign borders
be rejected
or
imprisoned in tent camps
this is just a sample of what awaits you
and although previous winners
have requested a travel brochure
i must sadly admit we have none
however
i have enclosed
several photographs
with comments on each
photo number one
a lovely camp in sudan
where you’ll  while away the hours
talking to natives from darfur
please ignore the small fire being set
in the foreground
photo number two
transportation system is displayed
these are somalian toll boats
please bring the correct change
since the captain only carries large bills
this is not some one time offer
like those silly tv commercials
this a stable world condition
so you need not rush to your phone
to respond
take your time
most people
have