our lives are sometimes ruled by inertia events occur because they were set in motion years ago and we chose not to stop going in what we knew was the wrong direction such decisions leave the bitter taste of what if lingering in our thoughts especially as we grow older gradually slowing to a stop
before you rise or even open your eyes recall a moment of pure joy breathe deep into that moment fill your body with its radiance and let that purity sustain you throughout the day
in the darkness the conversation’s words are repeated as if an incantation that might reverse youth’s decisions rewriting lives and changing personal history but the words only fall into the darkness mocking the dreamer’s dream
returning questions the ones so hard to suppress waking one from sleep queries you’ve had from childhood the ones with pretend answers that answer nothing at all
listen cousin you know that thing you know is there but you’re hoping will go away if you just ignore it well it ain’t going away so deal with it or live with it it ain’t no elephant in the room it’s you in the elephant
went to an auction where there were many items that were unopened so i was wondering why what had happened but once home i scanned my garage seeing unfinished projects those unfulfilled dreams and quickly i understood dreamers never stop dreaming
we all have self doubts questioning our value in life and to others questions we can never truly answer for our merit is in the eyes of others who rarely feel a need to express what’s obvious to them and they are certain we see what they see
each of
life’s
travellers
pauses
to survey
the path
that
they’ve travelled
some marvel
that
they’ve survived
the climb
through rough terrain
full of hazards
and
hostile actions
but
they quickly turn
and
continue on
others
tarry there
when they look back
numb
and
unable to relinquish
the view
since the journey
has been
so easy
and
full of lovely scenes
and
moments
they wish to relive
so
they stand there
looking back
for the rest
of
their existence
others
linger there
overwhelmed
by
their painful journey
unable to separate
yesterday’s pain
from
tomorrow’s promise
so
they lie down
exhausted
choosing
to die
where they are