i see you smirking that spiteful glare in your eyes as you leave the room mouthing practiced platitudes know you’ve fooled only yourself deceivers are often fools
the old man was wheeled from the emergency room toward the second floor the billing department interceded making certain he had signed the appropriate forms all the while he could barely recall his own name
8 pm two lovers life partners sharing a sunset 9 pm the drive-by shooting victim is transported to emergency 10 pm the patient is in critical condition by 11 pm the belongings of the deceased must be removed from the room and before noon tomorrow the mortuary should pick it up for burial
his call button went unattended while the night nurse completed mandatory forms that were developed in response to his last law suit his death was listed due to natural causes
he lives day-to-day
each evening he adorns
the same worn leather stool
as if it were his lover
caressing the foam on the beer
as if gently kissing a woman’s lips
his dimly lit remembrances of today
fade quickly as she moves to the silver pole
the delilah his mom warned him about
but she’s just woman whose husband split
when the baby was born with a palsy
so now she’s doing what she has to do
cause hospitals will save the child’s life
but ain’t gonna feed it once it’s out the door
with no other jobs in this wind swept valley
of poverty and commercial decay
their nightly fantasies pay the bills
as he places his silver tipped boots
on the brass bar
as cold as her heart is to each of them
he breathes quickly just like ever other night
singing aloud along with redneck mother
as she removes the last fibers of their civility
he can’t imagine anything finer
and doubts she’s got a problem in the world
up there making him happy
like all women should
getting all his hard-earned cash
just for a little shake of this and that
and he wonders how such people
get to have such an easy life
how they come to be so free
not tied down to a 40 hour week
or uh eight-hour day
and why some folks seem
to care about issues
which he judges to
have no answers
or any directions
yet
over beer and whiskey
he solves those concerns
yet
unasked
or of any importance
to anyone outside
the sphere of his smoke rings