what’s inside a tear are there secret fears all those things we’ve refused to admit are there those liquified unspoken words that flow so easily when we’re tongue tied or the darkness hides the unsaid conversations hidden and thus permitting our thoughts to remain a silent soliloquy leaving only a trace of chemical components
with stones of doubt stuffed into a backpack the journey begins emotions on uneven footing at first there’s a willingness to step over shattered expectations then comes compromising on the path to be taken traveling in darkness instead of the light small clearings from chaos give a false sense of hope but soon brambles of hate and injustice narrow the aimless course days become nights nights become sadness sadness becomes an eternity
do not confuse your expectations with my dreams the fantasies that line the path of your existence are but stagnate pools not stepping-stones for where i wish to be
i shall not laugh no i shall not laugh at your attempt to create a marketing illusion to enhance your acceptance of those who would without remorse dissect your heart while still beating no i shall not laugh but a simple quiet chuckle shouldn’t deflate your proposed ego in their miniscule minds
a lifetime traveling the world being someone else someone famous singing their songs copying their voice never really being seen as self just someone else like all those who never sing their own songs with their own voice just a lifetime fulfilling the expectations and dreams of others
have you seen the last star it fades from view beyond promises unkept by prayers count its last lights glimmers gone now like your words words heard but never done count the last heartbeats of the star