not what we give…

not what we give

an old woman
embarrassed
but
desperate
whispered
from
a night
darkened doorway
for
alms
our guide
noted
how humiliating
this was
for her
but
assured us
as he stepped
away
from her
that
in his country
people
look out
for
one another
unlike
where
we
came from
it was then
i recalled
lowell’s
vision of sir launfal
and tho
i had little to offer
i had much to share
and shared
the gift
i had

 

 

mind your manners…

mind your manners

 

although death
had not scheduled
an appointment
it arrived 
none the less
complains
about
premature
and
unexpected
were
notoriously ignored
most folks
know
death
rarely sends out
notices
requesting
répondez s’il vous plaît
since
most
would never
reply
anyway

 

 

rehabilitation center…

rehabilitation center

i suppose
you’d find it hard
to believe
that
at my age
i can 
easily
climb
to
my treehouse
but
i can
and
do
it’s where
i go
to be alone
with
my thoughts
trying to
make sense
of
the senseless
or
finish a dream
that
i didn’t want
to end
i’ve been going there
for years
whenever life
becomes chaotic
or
just too depressing
for words
i go there
for
a little
r&r
now
if for some reason
you can’t recall
your childhood
treehouse
or
hiding place
you may want
to increase
your cognitive load
and
reconstruct it
you’d be surprised
how much
magical healing
is
still there

 

 

change of state…

change of state

our lives
are sometimes ruled
by inertia
events occur
because
they were set
in motion
years ago
and
we chose
not
to stop
going in
what we knew
was
the wrong
direction
such decisions
leave
the bitter taste
of
what if
lingering
in
our thoughts
especially
as we grow older
gradually
slowing
to
a stop

 

 

searching for death…

searching for death

you know them
the ones walking
on
the edge of existence
with lives
emptied
of
hope
and
purpose
going through
survival rituals
perpetuating
the meaningless
ignored
by those
who should care
those
good
christian souls
who
for
some reason
are unable
to see them
and
extend
a helping hand
christians
no doubt
baptized
in
dirty
bath water

 

 

morning affirmation…

morning affirmation

before you rise
or even open
your eyes
recall a moment
of pure joy 
breathe deep
into that moment
fill your body
with its radiance
and
let that purity
sustain you
throughout the day

 

 

fellow travelers…

fellow travelers...

so here we are
standing in the middle
of the road
not sure how
we all got here
but
i know
this doesn’t
end well
some people
are busy
on their iphones
or
ipads
others
wander off
the road for awhile
traveling
or
working
on one thing
or
another
but
everyone
returns
to the road
i must admit
available time
has
not
until recently
been
a factor
in
my decisions
and
i suspect
the rest of the folks
on this road
are
the same
otherwise
why would we all
be
standing
in
the middle
of
the road

 

 

disassembled…

fortuitous clockworks

lord
that child is
always taking things
apart
can’t accept
what is
has to know
how things work
and
wants to know
the why
of
everything
ain’t never gonna 
fit in
oh
my goodness
did you see
the wonderful thing
that child
just made

 

 

we’re still good…right…

we're still good right

i can’t verify it
but
someone said
that the two who
tore up the elks club
were twin brothers
like two nations 
fighting
a
proxy war
leaving the place
in
shambles
and
both of them
bloodied
and here’s the kicker
after all that
someone
at
the health clinic
heard one
of
them ask
we’re still good
right

 

 

sorry we’re restructuring our workforce…

Sorry your services

child
you’ve been born
with
a losing hand
the cards
mankind has dealt
you
ain’t got nothing
but
a jester
and
an ace of spades
oh i know
your parents
were encouraged
by
the government
to have you
join
the human race
but
that was when
the replacement rate
was
below 2.1
so
you were
necessary
to
meet societal needs
however
that was before
we had the new chatbots
and
humanoid robots
hell kid
i remember
when that stuff
was just
science fiction
so
now
it would appear
that
your services
are
no longer
required
well
unless
you’d consider
becoming
military
a cyborg